Wednesday, July 7th, 2010
Wow, can’t believe: another Reviewer Top Pick!

I can’t believe it. Another Reviewer Top Pick for Cowboy and the Crow. (If you’re wondering about the cover – this is the cover for my Tryst Line of short stories from Ai Press.)

“Once again Ms. Guillone’s skill at getting me as a reader emotionally involved with both characters in a novella that falls just below 14 pages really amazes me. For a novella, The Cowboy and the Crow read like a much longer book. There is a lot going on within the pages that kept me interested in the storyline. I enjoyed the Native American folklore and traditions that are explored within this story. In many ways, this story was refreshingly creative because I’ve honestly never read anything like it before now.”

Available at Ai Press!



Thursday, July 1st, 2010
Fantasy Thief now available!

available at Red Sage!

Oh no! Someone has stolen Lynn’s diary right out of her purse on her desk when she wasn’t looking. The worst part is, in this diary she’s written down her kinkiest fantasies and desires. She’s so mortified she could just die. Until…

A masked stranger appears out of nowhere, promising to fulfill every sexual fantasy she’s ever had. Suddenly, having her journal stolen is turning out not to be such a tragedy. However, if she finds out who her gorgeous, sensuous, fantasy-fulfilling mystery man really is, will she feel betrayed or forgive him just enough to fall in love?

Bad boy turned stockbroker, Takeshi, has harbored a secret lust on his assistant for a while now. To him, she’s the perfect woman- sexy and sweet. However, her man-picker is broken and the dud she’d been engaged to broke her heart. She doesn’t seem interested at all in getting involved again. Breaking his vow to be a good boy, he steals her diary right out of her purse when she’s not looking and what he finds inside gives him the perfect idea to seduce her.

The plan is perfect, until the unexpected happens – he falls madly in love with her. Now he’s faced with a dilemma: reveal himself to Lynn and risk her hating him or try to win her over out in the open. And then, what if she’s in love with the masked stranger and not with him? Whatever happens, he’s risking everything to have what’s in his heart…

To My Reader: Isn’t is every woman’s fantasy- to be seduced and pleasured by a gorgeous masked stranger? Makes you tingle in all the right places, doesn’t it? Even better when the man turns out to be your soul-mate. It all makes for the perfect erotic romance! Takeshi and Lynn’s story is just such a story and I hope you enjoy it.

Best,

Sedonia



Tuesday, June 29th, 2010
Wow! Another Reviewer Top Pick!

Wow, I can’t believe this! Two of these in the space of a week! I’m blown away!

Aki’s Love Song is a novella written by Sedonia Guillone. I confess, I’ve never read a short story written by her before, so I admit I was curious if I would become as emotionally involved between her characters with such a short storyline like I normally do with her longer novels. After I read it, I decided that Ms. Guillone is not only fantastic at writing long novels, but short stories as well.

I loved this book! BUT…UGH… I hated for it to end! Although Aki’s Love Song was wonderful, I really hate that this wasn’t one of Sedonia’s longer novels. Both Aki and Tamotsu were fabulous heroes and I loved the history and the deep bond they had between them. This novella satisfied all of my cravings for a quick romance! The chemistry between the heroes was fabulous. The love Aki and Tamotsu shared between them was really incredible, and I’m happy they decided to not waste anymore time by not being together…Plus, sex was super hot!

As you can tell, I thoroughly enjoyed the small glimpse I got to read in their amazing lives and I pine to read more about them.



Wednesday, June 23rd, 2010
Reviewer Top Pick!!

I got a Reviewer Top Pick from Night Owl Reviews. Yay! I’m so psyched. It’s always gratifying when a reader feels this way about a book I’ve written. Here’s the review:

Sedonia Guillone is one of those authors who is an automatic buy for me. Not only do I absolutely adore her heroes, but she also writes interesting and heartfelt stories that I thoroughly enjoy. So, when I saw that her newest book, Acts of Passion, was available to review I jumped at the chance to read it and boy am I glad I did! Acts of Passion is filled with romance, suspense and enough Japanese folklore that kept me enraptured with it from the first sentence to the last word.

The moment that homicide Detective Jack Cade was called to investigate the questionable death of Conrad Kent, he knew he would need some expert advice. At first glance, it looked like a possible suicide evidenced by the lyrical suicide note, and his kneeling position on the floor with sword protruding from his stomach. But, there were several things that gave Jack the hunch that there was definitely more than meets the eye within the scene. Deciding he would like the opinion from a profiler, he calls the Psychology Department at Harvard only to find out that the profiler he’s used in the past has retired, but has recommended a former student and who is now a new professor there.

When Jack meets Dr. Michael Di Santo he’s filled with mixed emotions. Michael is unlike any profiler he’s ever met or worked with in the past. Not only is the new profiler handsome and obviously eccentric in a hot-but-geeky way, there is something about the young professor that intrigues him as well. Jack is surprisingly impressed with Michael’s knowledge of Japanese folklore, and when the Michael points out some inconsistencies of this being a Japanese ritual suicide, Jack instinctively knows that Michael is definitely the right man to help him investigate the case.

It’s at times like this Michael wishes he wasn’t so klutzy or self conscience about himself. Being around the handsome and self-assured detective just makes him feel more socially inadequate than he already is. But, as the two men start working closely together to find the killer, they start forming a friendship, and then strong emotional bond between them. Even though they are polar opposites, both men soon realize that they somehow fit together. Since both men have past hurts they must work through, they both must take a chance at the budding love that has formed between them. Just as they start to trust in the feelings they have for one another, Michael’s life becomes in danger when the killer becomes enamored with him and decides he wants him for himself.

I loved this book! Like other books that Ms. Guillone has written, it is obvious that she is very knowledgeable about the Japanese culture. So not only did I get to enjoy a great romantic suspense-filled book, I learned interesting tidbits about a different culture than my own. I was enthralled with Acts of Passion from the very first scene until the last written word. The descriptive way the story is told made me feel like I was experiencing everything first hand, just as Jack and Michael was. I admit that I read this book in one sitting and thoroughly enjoyed every minute of it.

It was also a pleasure to meet Jack and Michael. Both characters were likeable, honorable men that I would be proud to call a friend in my own life. It was fascinating to see them evolve from being somewhat hesitant strangers to a budding loving partnership. As the story progressed I really began to believe that these two men fit well together and I found myself rooting for them to get past some of the past fears and insecurities each man had, and take a chance on the gift of love that they were given with each other.

Acts of Passion was a fast-paced read for me and I really hated to see it come to an end. I’m looking forward to reading more from Ms. Guillone and just like several other books written by her, Acts of Passion will be firmly placed on my keeper shelf so I can enjoy it for years to come.

Sedonia has a very interesting and informative website that catalogs her other books. She also has an amazing “White Tiger” series that I’m hooked on too! Here is the link to her website if you are interested: http://www.sedoniaguillone.com



Friday, June 18th, 2010
Exciting announcement

As some of you already know, I’ve opened an erotic romance imprint, Ai Press which has four books out. However, the entrepreneurial person that I am, lol, I am also in the process of opening a non-romance imprint, Kokoro Press (Kokoro means heart in Japanese) which will include mystery, spiritual and literary fiction. I’m really excited and have a mystery novel in edits with a distinguished author right now.

Details will be revealed more in the near future…. Please come back and check!



Tuesday, June 15th, 2010
I’m interviewed at…

Here. Raven Kelly has been kind enough to have interviewed me and posted it on her paranormal book review and author site. Who are the authors who inspire me? What advice do I have for new/aspiring authors? Lots! Hope you’ll come take a look. Thank you for your support.



Friday, June 11th, 2010
Acts of Passion is out!!

Line: Spectrum
Book Length: Novel
Book Type: eBook
Publisher: Ellora’s Cave Publishing
ISBN: 9781419927201
MSRP/List Price: $11.90
Our Cover Price: $5.95

To buy from Ellora’s Cave

Jack Cade is skeptical of the new criminal profiler he’s using. Michael seems so absent-minded and too neurotic to be effective. But he is brilliant and hot and Cade finds himself falling hard and fast, both in lust and in love. The attraction is mutual, although Michael’s past demons haunt him, keeping him from getting too close. Together, they begin to unravel Michael’s emotional knots even as they close in on a killer, another brilliant, wily person whose sights are now set on Michael.

Chapter One

Being a homicide detective hadn’t cured Jack Cade of his horror at seeing a dead body. Jack slipped on a pair of latex gloves and went into the apartment, up to the body. The victim, a white male in a white bathrobe, probably in his mid-forties, still knelt in the position he’d apparently died in, a knife protruding from his ravaged belly. The robe gaped open enough to show the blade remained embedded. Drying blood soaked the area rug on which the body knelt.

Jane Mallory, one of the detectives on Jack’s team, approached him. “His name’s Conrad Kent,” she said. “Age forty-five, according to the date of birth on his driver’s license.”

“Who found the body?”

“The next door neighbor, Sam Tyson. He stepped out to get his morning paper and saw Kent’s door was open. Didn’t think anything of it at first but then ten minutes later he left his apartment again to walk his dog, and the door was still open. That’s when he peeked in to check on Kent and found him.”

“Poor guy.”

“Which one?”

“Both.”

“Yes. As for Tyson, he’s retired and home every day. Easy to reach if we have any more questions for him.”

“Thanks, Mal.”

Mal returned to her search of the apartment while his second detective, Ken Chin, canvassed the other neighbors to find possible witnesses in the neighborhood. Jack turned his attention back to the body.

He knelt down beside Bill Murphy, the medical examiner, as close to the victim as he could get without being assaulted by the stench of blood. Around him, the flashes of crime scene photographers’ cameras sent bursts of light into the dusky apartment. Voices murmured while patrol officers and crime scene team members performed their duties. Even though it was mid-afternoon, the living room curtains were drawn. Jack took a closer look. Kent had been a handsome guy with dark blond hair, his strong features now etched in a permanent grimace. Jack had never seen anything like this before. Nausea threatened in his gut. “What do you think, Bill?” he asked finally.

“Well,” the older man said, sitting back on his heels and considering the grisly scene before him, “by all appearances, this man took his own life. See here, though,” Murphy lightly tapped the victim’s cheek with his pointer, “there’s some kind of bruising, the kind I’ve often seen when someone’s been gagged. Whether it has anything to do with his death, I won’t be able to determine until after a thorough autopsy.”

Jack nodded. “All right. I’ll let you know when to bring him down.”

“Will do, Detective Cade.” The medical examiner turned back to his work.

Jack rose and peered around the immediate space.

The room was sparsely furnished, the way Jack imagined a man’s apartment to be if he were living alone, newly divorced or something like that. No personal effects around, family photographs or artwork. Just a sofa in some kind of ugly blue scratchy material up against the wall opposite where a black lacquer entertainment unit stood, complete with flat screen television, DVD player and stereo. Expensive electronics set in an ugly half-assed decorated room.

The cheap area rug—an imitation Oriental in gaudy colors—on which the victim had been kneeling, still showed indentations near each corner. The coffee table, an inexpensive mission-style such as one bought in chain department stores, matched the indentations. Jack frowned as he ran the fingertips of one gloved hand over an indentation. The coffee table had been removed from the rug, which had then been pulled out toward the center of the room.

Jack turned his attention to the crime lab team member, who was busy lifting fingerprints off the items on the table. A glass of water—half full—sat on a table, along with a prescription bottle of pills. After making sure the necessary photos of the spot had been taken, Jack picked up the bottle and examined it. Propranolol. A beta blocker. Indicated Kent had had a heart problem. Jack replaced it on the table and made a note on his pad, including the prescribing doctor’s name. When the time came, the bottle would be bagged by the crime lab team.

The only other item on the table was a piece of paper with writing on it. He picked it up and crossed over to the window where some daylight came through the blinds. After studying it a few moments, he called Mallory over. “Looks like a suicide note,” he murmured. “Is this is his handwriting?”

“I’m not sure, Sarge. We found a checkbook in his desk drawer. The handwriting in the register resembles this handwriting but the note is slightly neater.”

“Anything appear to be stolen?”

“Doesn’t seem so. His wallet, complete with two hundred and eleven dollars cash and credit cards was there, as were the keys to a BMW. And there’s no sign of forced entry.”

“Mm.” Jack continued to study the letter. In it, Kent carried on about his sorrow, guilt for things he’d done, souls he’d harmed and what a useless and stupid individual he’d been, wasting his human life on fear. On and on. Jack read the letter once more and set it back down on the table. That sense of something strange tickled in his gut again. There seemed to be an air of ritual, of careful planning to this man’s suicide that just didn’t gel with the thrown together, uncoordinated look of the man’s surroundings. If he’d been haphazard with his living space the way he’d appeared to be, why would he have been so careful with his death? Would he really have taken the trouble to move his coffee table aside the way he had? And even if he’d left a suicide note, wouldn’t the writing have been sloppier? It looked as carefully written as a child’s handwriting drill in third grade. Why the difference between the checkbook register print and this one?

Sighing, Jack pulled out his cell phone and scrolled his contacts. This one was already tricky and he was going to consult Dr. Wittig before the trail had a chance to go cold. Some of his colleagues didn’t believe in calling in a profiler until things got desperate. Jack disagreed completely. He pressed the button to the Psychology Department at Harvard University. The department’s receptionist picked up on the second ring.

“Yes, hello, Gert,” Jack greeted the woman who answered.

“Hi, Detective Cade, how are you?” After so many times of calling for Dr. Wittig’s help on cases, Gert Neuman knew Jack’s voice immediately.

“I’m fine, but I’m on a case.”

“Oh. Sorry.” She paused. “Dr. Wittig isn’t available for consulting, Detective. His health deteriorated suddenly and he’s going into semi-retirement.”

“I see.” Damn.

“However, Dr. Wittig has already found his replacement.”

“Oh?”

“Yes. A student of his from years ago just joined the faculty. His name is Michael Di Santo.”

“Is he available right now?”

“Let me check. Just a moment.”

Jack heard the phone click as Gert put him on hold. Roughly half a minute later, someone clicked back on.

“Detective Cade?”

Jack hesitated. The guy sounded…young. “Yes. This is he.”

“Hello, this is Dr. Di Santo, Dr. Wittig’s replacement? Mrs. Neuman tells me you need a consult?”

“Yes. As soon as possible. We got a hit. I mean, there’s a body. I’m at the location right now. It appears to be a suicide but there are some inconsistencies that say otherwise.”

“Such as?”

Jack explained his suspicions.

“Well, that definitely needs looking into. I can come down now and take a look.”

Jack tried to guess the man’s age. Old enough to have earned a Ph D, at least. He caught himself and forced his attention back to the call. “Yes. That would be great.” He gave the Boylston Street address to Michael Di Santo, guessing it would take the man roughly twenty to twenty-five minutes to get there on the T.

“Fine. I’ll leave right now.”

“Do you have your badge?” Michael wouldn’t be allowed on the crime scene without identification from the BPD.

“Actually, yes. Dr. Wittig organized for one to be left here for me.”

“Good.” Jack ended the call and pocketed his phone then stepped into the hallway. There were three other apartments on the floor and no security camera that he could see. He made a note for his team to find out the individual or company who managed the building to see if there were security tapes available for the back and front entrances to the building.

On his way out to meet Di Santo, he stopped at the door of the neighbor who had found Kent’s body and questioned Sam Tyson. Tyson said Kent seemed to spend a lot of time in his apartment, watching TV or listening to music. He’d go out occasionally but never for long. “Sometimes I’ve seen a woman come and go,” he added.

“Did you ever meet her?”

“No.”

“What does she look like?”

“She’s tall. Brown hair in a kind of bob. Always wearing sunglasses, so I never really got a good look at her face. But that’s all I know.”

“Do you recall seeing her at any time yesterday?”

The elderly man rubbed his grizzled chin. “Oh yeah. I think she was here in the morning. I walked my dog and I saw a glimpse of her just before the door closed.”

“Do you remember what time that would have been?”

“Hmm. Maybe ten? Ten thirty? At my age, I lose track of time.”

Jack noted down the information, thanked Tyson and went downstairs. At the front entrance to the building, he noted a security camera trained on the glass door. Aside from that, there seemed to be no other security. The building only had twelve apartments in all. It was in a nice area on Boylston Street. Not cheap. Kent drove an expensive car according to the key ring Mal had found in his pants pocket, and yet the furnishings in the place aside from the TV and stereo, were cheap and ugly.

Studying the front area of the building, he wandered down the flower box lined stone walk of the apartment building and turned to face it. Crime lab workers and patrol officers moved around on either side of the yellow crime tape, keeping the building cordoned off until Jack gave instructions to clear out and retain only the apartment as the crime scene.

Jack stepped aside to let someone go past him and bump! Smacked into something.

He turned. “Excuse me, I’m—” Or rather, he’d bumped into someone.

The man was adjusting the glasses Jack had apparently knocked off his face. “You’re in a crime scene,” Jack said.

“Yes, I know.” Almond-shaped brown eyes seemed to study Jack from behind round lenses. He looked Asian, yet sort of…not Asian at the same time. His dark brown hair was styled in a conventional way, parted on the side in short layers. The crumpled navy suit he wore, complete with diagonally striped tie against a light blue dress shirt made him appear as if his mother had dressed him for a spelling bee at school even though he was probably about Jack’s age. Forty.

Jack blinked. He was taking absolutely too long to find out who this man was. Then light dawned. Of course. “Dr. Di Santo?”

“Detective Cade?”

“That’s me. Hope I didn’t break your glasses.”

Di Santo touched them on each side as if to check. “No, they’re fine.”

Jack watched the man’s hands as he gingerly adjusted the frames. Nicely shaped fingers. Clean, trimmed nails. “Sorry I bumped you that way.”

“No problem.” Di Santo cleared his throat. “I hope I can be of help to you.”

Jack started. “Me too. This way.” He led Di Santo into the building and up to the apartment. “As I told you on the phone, I’m not so sure this was a suicide.” He let Di Santo precede him into the apartment and followed him, observing the way the slim man took in the surroundings on his way over to the victim.

Jack explained his suspicions and then let the man work. For what seemed a long time, Di Santo wandered about then stood in the center of the room, his gaze on the coffee table. His hand disappeared into his jacket pocket and pulled something out, which he popped into his mouth.

Jack watched him. Watched the man’s cheek bulge on the side while he sucked on whatever it was in his mouth, his gaze intent on the coffee table and victim. He then approached Jack and Jack heard the click of hard candy against the guy’s teeth. Finally Di Santo turned and knelt by the body.

Jack saw the professor’s eyes widen, especially on the hilt of the knife. “What is it?”

“Please open the robe so I can see the wound,” he said to Murphy.

Murphy did as he asked and Di Santo gazed for what seemed five straight minutes at the vicious cross-shaped cut in the centre of the wound.

“Jumonji giri,” he said, nearly in a whisper.

“What?” Jack looked between the knife wound and Di Santo.

The hot-yet-nerdy man was still staring down, seeming to ignore him. The candy in his mouth clicked several times against his teeth.

“Dr. Di Santo?”

Michael Di Santo looked up, his eyes seemingly far away yet intent at the same time. “What kind of movies did this man watch?”

“What?” Jack felt a jolt of annoyance under his collar. “What does that have to do with anything?” Dr. Wittig had never worked like this. He’d had his quirks while doing his profiling work but he was at least…normal.

“I saw some DVDs on his shelves. He obviously spent a lot of time watching films, perhaps over and over again since he actually spent his money on purchasing them instead of renting from the library. What are they? I assure you it matters.”

Jack exhaled. If Wittig had recommended this guy as a replacement, he’d at least humor him until he saw a reason to do otherwise. He rose and crossed over to the shelves and looked at the titles. Tough guy action films, a few dippy romantic comedies and heavy metal music concerts from the eighties. Everything very ordinary. Returning to Di Santo, he reported what he’d seen.

“Nothing foreign?” Di Santo asked. “Like samurai films?”

Jack shook his head, hoping Di Santo would get to the point sooner rather than later. “No. No films that weren’t at some point first run in major movie theaters. Everything conventional. He seemed to be an all-American, ordinary, middle-aged guy.”

Di Santo shook his head. “No one is ordinary, Detective. Have you found anything else in this apartment that would indicate he is into Japanese culture? That he would have any knowledge of it? Books? Furniture? Anything?”

“No.” Jack had glanced at the few books on the shelf near the entertainment center. All stuff on making a financial fortune and playing the stock market. Not even a dictionary.

“Have you determined whether he died by the sword wound or was dead before the sword penetrated?”

“From what I can see,” Murphy said, “the sword wound is the cause of death.”



Monday, June 7th, 2010
My spotlight!

Yours truly, (that’s me) is featured in a spotlight at Joyfully Reviewed.

Here’s the very beginning of it. The link to full interview is above. Thanks!!
: Tell us a little about Fallon’s Jewel. What inspired you to write Fallon’s Jewel?

A: Truthfully when I think about it, the release of the new StarTrek film was the inspiration. Of course, my characters are not the characters from Star Trek, but the whole sci-fi adventure through space and the devotion and loyalty they have to each other inspired me. Captain Kirk has to be my favorite fiction hero in existence and to write male characters that have some of his qualities is a lot of fun!

Q: What made you decide to start your own press?

A: Well, part of the decision comes from my own entrepreneurial tendencies. I’ve wanted to have my own business for years and now that I have experience and a base of readers, who are familiar with my work and, much to my joy and gratitude, want to read it, now seemed a good time. It’s really a new beginning for me and has gotten my enthusiasm and creative juice flowing. I guess you could say it was a surge of personal growth. My boyfriend had been encouraging me for years to publish on my own but I didn’t have the confidence or experience until now.



Saturday, May 29th, 2010
Now Available! Fallon’s Jewel

Fallon’s Jewel
M/M; Sci-fi; Adventure
Publisher: Ai Press
Length: Novel
Release Date: May 29, 2010
MSR: 8.49
You pay: 5.49
Cover art: Les Byerley

Buy e-book from 1Romanceebooks

Kenji doesn’t know who he is or where he came from, only that he woke up one day, naked and alone on Terran A, possessing nothing in the world but a golden statue. All he knows is his survival, hosting roughnecks in Spike’s bar for a living. The one bright spot in his life is Jake Fallon, a cop with Interstellar Patrol. Though Fallon is only another customer, Kenji senses something different about him, something that inspires Kenji to trust Fallon with his body and his life. When Kenji is attacked and pursued by a vicious bounty hunter one night, Fallon also becomes his only hope.

Fallon’s passion for Kenji mixes with his desire to rescue the beautiful man from danger. He’s already more than half in love with Kenji and falling deeper as the bounty hunter’s pursuit takes them from galaxy to galaxy. For the first time since his first partner was killed, Fallon dares to surrender his heart again. However, as their race for survival uncovers Kenji’s true origins, Fallon may have to let Kenji go in order for Kenji to fulfill the very purpose of his existence…

Excerpt:

A gust of cooler air breezed through, pulling Kenji from a fantasy. He looked in the direction of the door, which had just opened, closing in the wake of yet another brawny patron.

Kenji’s heart beat a little harder.

The man—a stranger to him–checked his weapon.

Tall. Broad shoulders. Muscular chest straining against a white T-shirt. Dark, close-cropped hair, nice sideburns.

This one was different. Kenji’s mouth went dry.

This one was hot.

By his clean-cut appearance Kenji guessed he was a cop. That was nothing unusual in this place. But there was something about the way he moved—deliberate—smooth, relaxed yet tightly wound, like he could spring in a second, that kept Kenji’s attention riveted.
At that second, the guy looked up. His eyes made a brief yet slow survey of the crowded room.

And then they landed on Kenji.
Kenji couldn’t tell what color they were from this distance, but he could feel them. They seemed to burn down into his very soul. They seemed to know who he was even when Kenji himself didn’t know.

Everything in the roomful of rowdy tattooed, leather-clad space junkies, space cowboys and bounty hunters receded. He was more captured than he was during one of his visions.

And then he began to walk toward Kenji, his eyes never leaving Kenji’s, his brawny torso flexing with each step.

Was it a few seconds or minutes before the guy stood before him, so close to his barstool that Kenji could see the dark stubble covering the strong line of his chin and jaw? So close that he caught a whiff of something spicy? Cologne that made Kenji’s groin tingle.

The man pointed to the empty stool. “Is this seat taken?” He had a nice smile and incredible eyes, the color of the blue through which Kenji was falling in his recurring vision. Yet in those eyes was a touch of sadness the grin didn’t dispel.

Kenji blinked. The stool next to him had been vacated within the last few seconds by the hustler sitting there. He must have gotten a hit and taken his customer to the back rooms. “I was saving it for you,” he heard himself say. And froze. What had possessed him? He’d never spoken like that to anyone.

A throaty chuckle. “That so “Well, this is my lucky night, isn’t it?” He seated himself and held out a hand. “Jake Fallon, Intergalactic Space Patrol.”
So he was a cop. Kenji accepted the offer of handshake. Warm. Strong. Nice. “Kenji.”

“Pleased to meet you, Kenji,” Jake Fallon said. “What are you drinking?”

Nice accent too. From England. On Earth. A bunch of the guys who came here were from England. Though they had a variety of accents, Kenji had heard this one before with its lightly rolled “r’s.”

“Just fizzy water,” he answered finally. He raised his glass, now wishing he’d gotten something stronger. Fizzy water was so…not cool. “It’s not…loaded.”

Jake Fallon looked at him a moment. A tiny grin flashed across his nicely curved lips. “I see. Well, I’ll have that too then.” He signaled the bartender, causing the muscles in his back to strain against his T-shirt. Dan came and took his order, leaving Fallon free to turn back to him.
Kenji swallowed hard and stared down into the clear, bubbling water in his glass. His heart pounded and he wiped his palms off on his pants. “I’ve…never seen you here before,” he said. And almost slapped his forehead. How lame was that?

Sadness flitted through the other man’s blue eyes. “I haven’t been here in a long time.” He sighed just as Dan placed his order in front of him. Fallon lifted his glass, his sad look replaced with a grin. “As we say back in Manchester, cheers,” he said, and clinked it against Kenji’s glass.
Kenji watched Fallon take a drink, his head tilted back enough that Kenji could watch the muscles in his throat work as he swallowed. Shifting on his barstool, he hoped the other man couldn’t see the tightening in his cock, which started to push against his trousers. “You’re from Manchester?”

“Yeah, originally. But I’ve been flying through space for so long now I feel more alien than anything else.” He chuckled. “What about you?”

Kenji stiffened. Good question. Where was he from? He shrugged. “Around here.”
Fallon paused. Then a look slipped into his face, something that said, I understand, you can’t tell me. Lots of fugitives stalked the Terran outposts, secretive about their origins. They provided much lucrative fodder for the bounty hunters who’d proliferated with humankind’s reach into space. “No worries, Kenji. It doesn’t matter.”

Kenji remained silent and filled the moment with sipping his drink.

“In answer to your comment about not having seen me here before,” Fallon said, “I lost my partner a couple of years ago. A fire at ISP headquarters. This was a place we used to come on our nights off when we were in this sector.” He sighed and took another large sip. “I figured it’s about time to be getting on with things.”

That must be the sadness he’d seen in Fallon’s eyes. Whoever the dead man was, Fallon must have really loved him to have stayed away for so long. His fingers tightened on his own glass.
“I’m sorry,” he said finally.

Fallon nodded. “Thanks, Kenji.” He sipped his drink, eyeing Kenji with a thoughtful expression. “May I ask you a personal question?”

Kenji’s heart thumped, but he shrugged, trying to appear casual. He didn’t know what else to do in his first real conversation with someone he was attracted to. “Sure.”

The other man tilted his head. “You seem…different from the usual patrons here. You’re more, um, refined. Are you…” he gestured toward one of the hustlers on the other side of the bar, a guy named Pieter.

Kenji blinked. “You mean a…hustler?”

Fallon grimaced. “Sorry. That was rude of me. I’m so out of practice.”

He smiled. No insult there. The hustlers were more refined looking for the most part. It was the contrast between them and their roughneck clients that got them paid. “No. I’m a bartender here. For the last few months.” He glanced down into his drink before continuing. “I usually leave after my shift, but I tonight I…was in the mood to hang around.”

Fallon leaned a bit closer, bringing that great scent with him. The energy of his maleness so close sent shivers through Kenji’s body, all the way to his toes. “I’m glad you waited, Kenji. I wouldn’t have met you, had you left.”

Kenji looked up. Again, Fallon was so close, their lips were mere inches away. Kenji caught himself tilting in closer.

“Jake Fallon, hey!”

Kenji jerked away. Bud had returned from the back room and now stood right behind Fallon, thumping him on the back in a rough greeting.

“Hi, Bud. Long time.” Fallon swiveled on his stool and offered the other man his hand.

Bud pumped Fallon’s hand and gripped his shoulder with his other hand. “Good to see you, man! Where ya been?” Before Fallon could answer, Bud turned a bemused look to Kenji then back. “You lucky fuckin’ dog, Fallon! Kenji here doesn’t let anyone within three feet of his fine little body.” He winked in Kenji’s direction. “I should know. I been trying to get him into bed ever since he showed up in this place. He resists me like the plague.”

Kenji frowned at him, his cheeks burning. “Behave, Bud.”

Bud grinned. “No hard feelings, Kenji. I know you been waiting for the right guy to come along.” He winked at Fallon. “He doesn’t come out and say that. It’s just obvious.” With a final shake of his head, he added, “You are in for a treat. Mm…mmm.”

How humiliating. Unbearably so. What would Fallon think of him now? He didn’t want to know. Best to get away. With a quick glance at Fallon, he mumbled, “Well, I gotta go.”

Without giving Fallon a chance to react, Kenji slid off the barstool and started to jostle his way through the press of smelly male bodies. But before he got more than two steps away, a large hand closed gently on his shoulder, ushering him around to press lightly up against Fallon’s broad front.

The corner of Fallon’s lips turned up in a sexy way. “Slow down, laddie.” His blue eyes searched Kenji’s, as if trying to read his thoughts. “What is it? What Bud said?” His large hand squeezed his shoulder. “The guy is a bit of a wanker but he means well.”

Kenji swallowed, finding it hard to speak for a second. He shook his head, trying to convey his agreement.

“Hey, don’t be embarrassed. I can’t think of any bloke who’d want to take him to bed.”
Kenji had to chuckle and Fallon’s answering grin made the remaining tension in Kenji’s body relax.
The next second Fallon’s grin evaporated and his eyes took on a serious look. “But, uh, if there’s any truth in what Bud said, then I’m flattered.” He squeezed Kenji’s shoulder again, the touch like a warm brand passing right through his thin white shirt and onto his skin.

Kenji’s good eyelid fluttered a bit as heat invaded his body.

Fallon’s hand moved from Kenji’s shoulder to his chin, chucking it. “So, do you like me enough to get out of here together?”



Thursday, May 27th, 2010
Tibet Elderly Help

My dear friend Amjee Bhutti, a Tibetan physician now living in Massachusetts, has recently started this organization to aid elderly Tibetans living in exile in India, people who have no one else to look after them.

Their mission:
Tibet Elderly Help raises funds to benefit Tibetans who are living in India and Tibet under extremely poor conditions. Our focus is on providing physical, emotional, and spiritual aid to the elderly. With the help of your support, we are able to supply them with food, medicine, medical care, warm clothing, clean water, basic home repairs, and other necessities. On occasion we may also assist orphans, single parents, and others in these communities who need support.

(His Holiness the Dalai Lama with Dr. Bhutti)

Tibet Elderly Help realizes that aid begins with an understanding of the issues. We work to promote such understanding by sponsoring cultural events and spreading knowledge about the challenges that face Tibetan communities and their elders.

If you’d like to know more about Tibet Elderly Help, please visit their website. Thank you!